“Crazy” Part One

It’s 0545 and the nurse knocks on the door. It’s time for meds, she said abruptly. I was tired and achey from sleeping on a two-inch foam mattress on top of a solid wooden frame, bolted to the floor for my “safety”. I slipped my feet onto the cold, concrete floor and put my shoes on and shuffled down the hallway to the medication window.

My shoes kept flopping up and down since they took my laces. The walls were drab and filled with scuff marks. The windows were three-inches thick and had metal wiring strung through it. It did however, have a very scenic view of the parking lot.

Empty and barren with faded lines. Filled with the loneliness of people never coming to visit. It’s lonely here. Crowded but lonely. Which is the worst kind of lonely.

She put these colorful round and oblong pills into a tiny white medication cup and shoved them through the hole in the window. She poured water in a cup from an old rusted sink. I put the pills in my mouth, took a swig of water.

Mmm. I can taste the chlorine and possible lead on my tongue. Dissolving the pills before I can even swallow them, leaving a bitter taste in my mouth. Let me see under your tongue, sweetie, she asked condescendingly. I lifted my tongue. She yelled next! before I could even put my tongue back in my mouth.

Versatile Blogger Award

I’ve been nominated for the Versatile Blogger Award by Abbey. Thank you so much! Go ahead and give her blog a visit and a follow. Her poetry is a work of art. Thank you again for the nomination, it means the most to me.


1. Thank the blogger who nominated you and share their link.

2. Nominate other blogs who you have recently discovered or follow lately.

3. Inform them of their nominations.

4. Reveal 7 facts about yourself that your readers may not know.



  1. I reference honey a lot in my posts, but I actually hate the taste.
  2. I’ve only been writing for a few months.
  3. I’ve broken both of my feet.
  4. I work in mental health.
  5. My favorite flowers are sunflowers.
  6. If I could eat cereal everyday, I would.
  7. I have two fur cat children, Jack and Charlotte.
  • Thank you again to Abbey for my nomination. ❤️

A letter to you

This is a letter to you —

The you who has had a tough week. The you who wants to quit and give up. The you who feels worthless and feels like you will never be enough. The you who has lost faith in herself. The you who feels like nothing is going right. The you who has dealt with one too many hardships. To you.

You light up the room when you smile. You brighten someone’s day with a simple hello. Don’t give up, keep thriving. Your time is

coming. Don’t let go. You can do this.